Smoking and
pressure to Smoke from Blacks
One is pressured to
smoke, there is control to smoke where they are in ones head all the
time and wanting one to pace about and smoke. They just want one to
be chain smoking and to be dealing with there presence in ones head
there pressure on married but to prevent one from writing about
things or progressing. They do not want one doing things in life
where they will just force one to take an break and have an smoke.
They know the mind
there is plenty of knowledge base on how the mind works with smoking
or addition, some of it is as habitual. They know it is possible that
one is in this habit of smoking all the time, that one will smoke at
every chance that one has or it is normal or natural for people to
smoke. That allows there control over one to be covered up where it
is just passed of or can be passed of as being an habit or natural to
one.
Smoking habit for one
is excessive and it is very much control the more that one tries to
give up there more pressure there is. It is very excessive compared
to those around one whom will only smoke a few a day but one is
forced to become an chain smoker. One smokes a lot and many at anyone
time that is all control where they know the thoughts responsible
for smoking or how one thinks when going for smoke. How the mind
works, they just replicate that and it is very excessive.
They do have one
smoking and pacing about with them all being in ones head, and
telling one to smoke and wanting one to smoke and just shouting at
one to smoke to being very hostile, insisting that one stays out and
smokes. Being able to shake ones head about to disturb one until one
smokes to being able to put it in one head the thought to smoke and
doing so continuously, so that one is them always wanting to smoke or
always going out to smoke.
One is giving up but
one is fighting against that control over one, and not so much up
against addiction at the moment, it they whom are forcing one to
smoke when one is moving to give things up and deciding when and how
to give things up whilst the know and will trick one into smoking.
One used to smoke a lot, and many thing used to be considered as an
habit but one realised there presence and started moving against
there control.
It is as mind control
they do revert to being very hostile to doing what they can to
control one into smoking, and with the brain and mind and implants it
is all possible for them they just will not give up in there
attempts or control over one, where if one refutes there control they
will always just try again, until they regain that control over one.
Hence they are always
in ones head and always trying to get one to smoke where I might
fight against it a few times but after a while one gives in to
things. Well I have progressed to giving up various habits related
to smoking, and still working on things whilst the still move to get
one to smoke. One does not smoke in ones room any more and only
smokes out side. One dose not some when out and about or should not
and only smokes at home. Pressure gets one to smoke but one is
attempting to go through the whole day without smoking.
They can often be heard
ordering one to smoke, at night and in the morning also where one
wants to stop smoking in the morning for a period of time, whilst
one wants to also just smoke one cig at an time not chain smoke but
they are always getting one to chain smoke. They want to waste ones
time and to get one to pace about and smoke and to drink tea where it
is all china of control over one.
One has blocked them on
getting one to pace about whilst working on packing in drinking tea
but one is still doing so I guess if one breaks a link in the chain
of things one might be able to break the whole control over one.
They do get one to pace about and smoking a lot, and insist on one
drinking tea. That all keeps one down stairs and out side, wasting
time where I would be getting on with things but one is spending
hours out side, whilst they are planed too waste ones time.
I hardly get anything
done where one forced to spend time smoking every so often, pacing
about, drinking tea to doing a few things in the day for a few hours,
when things are bad. They get one smoking and pacing about to them
all just jamming into ones head asking one if one wants to get
married, and other things.
I do think it is blacks
whom are doing so but it could be just anyone whom is pressuring one
and forcing one to chain smoke. It is control of ones head they are
wanting one to smoke and counter my attempts at getting control of
ones life. They are depriving one of sleep and it all adds up to one
just smoking and being stressed out. They will not let one rest or
sleep properly, and wanting one out smoking and arguing to doing ones
head in wanting one to give into then over various issues including
that of marriage whilst others I do know but I doubt I would have
choice in such matters.
They do get one up from
sleeping, and do order one to smoke when sleeping or resting, and are
attempting t do things without and trace, without me knowing. Whilst
also passing in control and demands to smoke and to go out when ones
mind is working passing things through as one is thinking or
considering things, it is at the back of ones mind and there and just
is like taking a break from that which one is doing but one is then
stopping all the time and just going out side to smoke.
The more I try and stop
smoking and stop drinking tea and move to change my life style the
more there control becomes evident, they go mental at times wanting
one to be wrong or flawed in ones character, and behaviour. To have
some insane behaviour, to be pacing about smoking and arguing against
them. One is fighting against this control, and moving back to
normality, and anything which is abnormal is then control hence chain
smoking or not doing things that I would normally do or that which
others do.
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